I have got to stop the crazy head rants while I'm having a shower. Everyday I am creating more and more internal hatred for those bastards. I think I may be on the way to giving myself an ulser.
I think thats the hard thing though, I internalise. I have always been introspective by nature but even more so when it comes to troubles. I hate people that go on and on about how awful everything is for them and about how they feel etc. its just very self indulgent and boring. My way hurts less but does effect the severity in which I brush my teeth and wash my hair.

After all that has happened we could be accused of 'playing the victim' but we are quite the contrary, stiff upper lip and all that.....we are down but we're not out. We have (apart from a couple of wobbles) remained positive about the whole damn thing. We've been here before, yes the timing could be better, but then again may its the kick we needed. We could have continued plodding along believing what we were doing was for the best for years before we noticed what fools they were playing us for.

All I hope is that one day when all of this comes back to them they realise what they did and they regret it. No other recrimination could be necessary, they will see themselves for the fools they are.

On a side note its still morning and I have heartburn..........bad.

Recognise this? No...........Look harder!

DO ONE!

DO ONE!

Here is an idea for tesco next time you run out of carrier bags please do as sainsburys does and give away your 5p bags. DO NOT offer sandwich/flower bags and while we are on the subject of donts please educate your staff well enough to know that when dealing with customers the best method is to be understanding and polite and not to shout/roll eyes/give dirty looks/laugh at/lie to those who are essentially paying your wages.

Oh and while we are on the subject of things that piss me off. Once again in trying to discredit me you have just made yourself look like an idiot. REALLY well fucking done. I can tell you have really grown into a very sensible young lady. haha.

farewell

Happy New Year!

Heres a thought. Not so long ago the thought of chocolate pudding enbedded images of steamed pudding with chocolate sauce/chocolate moose/chocolate fudge cake, and from what I can remember we were all happy with that weren't we? So why oh why are we now saturated with chocolate puddings that have uncooked middles. Everywhere you go its melt in the middle or fondant or some other way of saying 'yes, this was very bloody tricky to make'. BUT WHY! Really why? I understand sunblushed/dried tomatoes those 'little pieces of heaven' deserved all the hype that surrounded them, even balsamic is understandable who knew you could put vinegar on strawberries and enjoy it! This chocolate nonsense for me is a step too far. It seems nonsensical to want to make something that you know is going to be really bloody hard to cook and even when you do manage to make it and cook it perfectly it can still go wrong. In my view we would all be better off sticking to eating a crunchie maximum pleasure minimum effort especially if you make peter go and get it for you.

I have a feeling that amount of food based posts may increase as this pregnancy progresses.

Laters

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What? Come on!

laters