I have got to stop the crazy head rants while I'm having a shower. Everyday I am creating more and more internal hatred for those bastards. I think I may be on the way to giving myself an ulser.
I think thats the hard thing though, I internalise. I have always been introspective by nature but even more so when it comes to troubles. I hate people that go on and on about how awful everything is for them and about how they feel etc. its just very self indulgent and boring. My way hurts less but does effect the severity in which I brush my teeth and wash my hair.

After all that has happened we could be accused of 'playing the victim' but we are quite the contrary, stiff upper lip and all that.....we are down but we're not out. We have (apart from a couple of wobbles) remained positive about the whole damn thing. We've been here before, yes the timing could be better, but then again may its the kick we needed. We could have continued plodding along believing what we were doing was for the best for years before we noticed what fools they were playing us for.

All I hope is that one day when all of this comes back to them they realise what they did and they regret it. No other recrimination could be necessary, they will see themselves for the fools they are.

On a side note its still morning and I have heartburn..........bad.