i have had enough of our fruitless search. i dont want to look at or for houses anymore. the disappointment is too much for my fragile character. imagine this.....we find the perfect place 3 beds lovely sitting/dining room and there was even a larder with proper stone floor. so we take it and wait for confirmation from letting agents....what happens next is indicative of how terrible trying to find a house in may can be......the landlord now doesn't want to move for 6 months and is withdrawing his property from the market. i mean, if you aren't sure dont fuckin put it on there in the first place. his arrangement issues are not my concern, my need for a big house with a kitchen in which i can prepare my own food really is very important to me. so what do i do, continue with this pointless searching or retreat into oh yeah someone elses house. gah. i give up i really do this time. i dont even want to live in a house anymore the boys are i are moving to aruba where i assume we will never have these issues.
laters.