you make me sad and you seem to like it. i hope that you understand that by tearing down other people to make yourself feel better all everyone will ever see when they look at you is how ugly you really are on the inside. i never professed to be a genius or the a super model or anything so outrageous. one thing i have always known is that i love my family and it doesn't matter what i do or think, they will always, ALWAYS love me back. you should consider what that really means. what that feeling is like. you can blame all the people you want for the way you feel but essentially the reason that people don't feel the same about you is because you are cruel. you have no compassion, no understanding of the impact of the things you say. that is why we don't like you. i have tried, god knows i have tried to give you a chance and put myself in the firing line most of the time because of it. but why when you continue to make me feel inadequate. the thing is i'm not a confused ugly teenager anymore, i'm a beautiful, confident, contented mother. i wont be brought down by you anymore. good luck in finding some other mug that will listen to you go on for hours on end.